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OH. MY. FREAKIN. GOD. They did it again. Meredith is DROWNING. D-R-O-W-N-I-N-G. As in, she could die. She won't, obviously, because this is (no matter what you say), her show, but once again, Shonda has outsmarted us and put Meredith's life in peril once again. I'm so freaking scared. For everything and everyone. Scared for Izzie and what that annoying guy who doesn't understand that she's doing everything she can to save his friend will do to Izzie if that man dies. Scared for the little girl who is attached to Meredith, but won't speak, and honestly seems a little demonic. Scared for Alex and how he's going to deal with the patients that look like they might run him down at any moment. Scared for George & Callie's marriage, as it looks as if its already on the rocks. But most of all, I'm scared for Meredith. I don't care what you say, I'm f***ing scared for her. I love Meredith. I love Ellen Pompeo, and right now, I'm scared. Because she is drowning and the little demon girl isn't doing anything to save her. I've officially decided that Shonda needs to write every single episode from now on. Which won't happen, but it's wishful thinking. The foreshadowing came back (Mer almost drowning herself in the tub). "Seriously" came back. Derek's "thing for ferryboats" came back. And even Mark - yes, Mark - was entertaining and funny. Halfway through the episode, I thought, "how will this last three weeks?" "How will this episode end?" And now I see it. And, I'm scared. I'm also scared for the end of next week's episode, Drowning on Dry Land. How will Shonda one-up us at the end of that episode? Will someone die? Is that when Denny and other dead people return? Will there be a huge twist? Or will Mer almost die again? Nonetheless, I am so intrigued by this three-parter and I'm pretty sure I will die waiting another seven days to see what happens. The bottom line is: I'm scared.

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Meredith can "Walk on Water." Right? She has to, because if she doesn't then Meredith is going to drown. D-R-O-W-N. Okay yeah I'm freaking out now. I mean Shonda would never kill off our dear MerBear™ right? She can't. It's her show, well technically it's Shonda's show and she can do whatever she wants, but to go and actually kill off Meredith...I can't even think about it without crying. Meredith is the soul of the show. The most relatable person, the bright & shiny and dark & twisty person. She's my MerBear™ and if she dies...I don't know. I might cry and cry and then go jump off a bridge. Kidding. Just kidding. But I will go a little psycho. I bet she won't die. Derek will be her knight in shining whatever and save her. Dive in bring her up, let her catch some air then kiss her. Alot of kissing...wonderful kisses filled with love. Sorry. That was inapproriate and completely off topic. I blame the lack of MerDer. I just want everything to be bright & shiny, but I can't say I don't enjoy the drama. And that little girl, creepy. She's like weird. I mean I know she's afraid and lost and all but seriously she just looks...evil. And according to Shonda she is like a reincarnation of Meredith. I can tell you one thing, she has the whole dark & twisty thing down. Oh and then that pregnant lady. She looked like that chick from "The Exorcist," when I saw her I literally fell off my bed. Then screamed and then laughed. Don't ask me why I laughed...I just did. It amused me for some reason *shrugs shoulders* Speaking of things amusing me, Addison. Oh dear Addison. How I dislike you so much. "And you're dating a perfect 12 year old." Hahahahaha so funny. NOT. How about you go screw somebody to deal with your "pain." Pain my @ss. Sorry I just really don't like her. Unlike Izzie, I love Izzie. And how determined and hard-working she was last night. Even with all that pressure, she managed to do the best she could. To do everything she could, and that deserves a gold star :] And another gold star for putting up with those jerks. GRR! Georgie...so adorable. But Callie wasn't. She seemed annoyed at him. At everything he did. She treated him like he was 5, and don't get me wrong I like Callie, but the way she acted towards her husband *giggle* last night. Not cool. Just like Burke telling people he was engaged when Cristina asked him not to. I don't hate him for doing it, and actually I think he had a good point, but still he shouldn't have done it. He should have listened to Cristina and not said anything. But one day he will learn, and one day he will listen, but today just wasn't the day. Even as I write this and talk about the other characters, I still can't help but worry imensely about Meredith. I know she is human and people are saying she can't die, but seriously Grey's Anatomy is different. And they have and possibly will surprise us once again. That's why I love this show. It never stops surprising me. Making me lose my breath. Scream until I get sick...which I am by the way...And fall in love with fictional characters. This show isn't a show. It's my life. And I swear if Meredith dies...let's just say things will not be good. I hate not knowing what will happen, so this week is hell. And I want to get out of it soooo bad :[ Shonda save me! And Meredith. Save us all! I believe in you, I know you won't kill her. And that the promo is misleading. And that Izzie hugging a crying Cristina doesn't mean Meredith died. Or George crying or Cristina asking "Where the hell is Meredith?" Or even a what looks like unconscious Meredith drowning in the water...NOOOOOOOOOOO! It doesn't mean she's going to die right? right? RIGHT?!