Dr. Robbins is not
sympathetic when Miranda pages her at 2:30 in the morning because
Jackson, the boy who needs a liver transplant, should be moved up on
the transplant list because his blood pressure has dropped. "He's
running out of time," she tells Dr. Robbins, who replies, "They're
always running out of time. Welcome to peds."
Miranda takes issue with Sadie when she promises Jackson's mom that he
has a good chance of finding a donor. Miranda tells Sadie that she
doesn't trust her, and that if she wants to stay on the case, she'll
have to raise her hand and wait to be told to speak. "You're joking,"
Sadie says, and Miranda coldly responds, "Do I look like I'm joking?
Derek is summoned to the hospital for death row inmate William, whose
brain is swelling. But William, who's due to be executed in five days,
refuses the surgery. Derek, however, says he doesn't want to help
William "cheat the system," and will rush him into surgery as soon as
he loses consciousness.
After spending the night with Lexie, Mark is forced to hide in the
closet as Meredith's roommates are all over the house, in prepration
for a visit from Derek's mother, Carolyn. Mark finally manages to sneak
out at 4 a.m.
Meredith, meanwhile, is a nervous wreck about meeting Derek's mother.
"Mothers don't love me," she proclaims. "Mothers like bright and happy
and bubbly." "You'll be fine," Izzie advises her. "Just don't mention
your evil mother. Or your drunky father. Or your weird secret sister."
Izzie and Alex watch as Meredith awkwardly meets Carolyn. Under Izzie's
advice, Meredith has put her hair up into a high ponytail that everyone
else says looks ridiculous. Over lunch, when Carolyn asks about her
father, Meredith excuses herself saying, "I should really go check on
the serial killer."
William and Jackson cross paths in the hallway. When Jackson tells
William he needs a new liver and a new intestine, William asks, "You
want mine?"
"Let me save a life before I go," William tells Meredith, but protocol
won't permit it.
Dr. Robbins finally has enough with Miranda second-guessing her every
decision on Jackson, and blows her top at Miranda. Fortunately, Alex
arrives to announce a donor has been found. Meredith tells William
about Jackson's donor and William still wants to know if he was a
match. "Yes, you were," she tells him.
Mark's plans to keep his relationship with Lexie secret are thwarted
when she insists on eating lunch with him, but then the other interns
join them and he makes his escape. He runs into Carolyn, who tells him,
"You have that same guilty look you had on your face when you were 10
years old." Mark confesses that he's sleeping with Meredith's little
sister, so Derek's mom quizzes her on her sexual history, wanting to
know if she's a "good girl." Carolyn later tells Mark that Lexie's not
the problem, he is, and that he doesn't set very high standards for his
own behavior.
Instead of apologizing for continuing to see Lexie, Mark urges Callie
to pursue her crush, Sadie, but Callie says she's scared of getting
burned again.
Despite being told to stay quiet, Sadie speaks out during Jackson's
surgery when she's the only to notice a spot on the donated organ.
Miranda realizes, to her dismay, that the organs are dead and can't be
used.
Meanwhile, William is crashing, but he begs Meredith not to let him die
"strapped down to a table like an animal." Derek needs another doctor's
signature to okay the surgery, but she freezes. Cristina signs it
instead, so Derek asks her to scrub in. William comes to after surgery
and tells Derek, that they're exactly alike as they both choose when --
or whether -- someone else dies. Derek insists they're nothing alike,
and repeats that he's not going to let William die in the hospital.
Alone in the break room, Cristina finally talks to Meredith: "That
ponytail looks ridiculous," she says, so Meredith takes it out. When
Carolyn wants to know where Derek is, Meredith confides that the
ponytail and the smiles were all fake and that she's really "dark and
cloudy," and the type of girl that feels bad for serial killers.
Izzie tells Denny that she's tired of the secrecy of carrying on a
relationship with a dead man. "I want you alive," she says. "Are you
breaking up with me, Izzie Stevens?" he asks and she says she is. After
Dr. Robbins advises Alex not to get hung up on the bad cases and to
make plans, he asks Izzie if she'll go visit his mother with him.
Owen asks Cristina out on a date, but he shows up late and drunk. She
orders him to take a shower, but she doesn't mean hers! He steps in
with all his clothes on and tells her the details of his first,
incredibly traumatic case during the war. Cristina listens, then gets
into the shower with him.
Derek's mother tells him she's no longer angry about his father's
death. She notes that that he sees things in black and white, but that
Meredith doesn't. "You need a spoonful of that," she tells him, adding,
"She's the one."
Meredith learns that Jackson still needs organs, so she tells William
that his skull is very vulnerable post-surgery, and that if he damages
it, it'll lead to brain death. He asks whether she's doing this for him
or Jackson and she answers, "Whatever helps you sleep at night." After
she leaves, he takes a deep breath and begins banging the back of his
head against his bed frame.